Killer dream

I’m tired of all this feelings

For person A and B and C
So many feelings
But none left for me.

What can I do to stop this constant pain?
Is there any hope left?
Or everything is in vain?

I tried to drown it in the vine
But it laughed and said your mine
I tried to burn it in the Sun
But there was nothing to be done.

"Sleep may help“some whisper said
So, I slept and slept
until my pain was dead.

Oh, what a joy, what a relief
To feel so much free
Like an autumn’s falling leaf

Nothing to worry and no one on sight
Sleeping and dreaming
The dreams full of light.

                        written by me